On my mind

I am glad that Tanner told me his runny nose was "crying" it reminded me that he is still so little and exactly what I am blessed to have. I struggled to keep calm in my house for General Conference weekend, Ryan was working and did not get home til mid-Sunday and yet I still was able to jot down a few things that resignated when spoken, especially Elder Packer saying, "All are capable of Heavenly Father's help". Yes, even me. And I loved Sister Becks talk. Because I felt the truth of what she said, that a mom does know. I have been to visit with a new adoptive mom and think of my dearest friend and it makes me love her more for her faith and all the hope she shows. I spoke to my sister-in-law who just had her new baby. She prays for faith to not worry and feels His help. I needed to hear this. In the morning after Tanner gets off, I get the other 2 up and hold them and kiss them, one in each arm and Emma won't let me let go. Of her or Landon. Perfect. I could sit all day.